I Hope You Can Stay Away From Māyā (11/25/13)
Certainly not I nor any member of our mission bear you any ill-will whatsoever.
I have always seen you as a man with great potential in many, many ways but as you recognise to some extent… your mind and lack of faith is your only enemy. I have always kept the door open for you, but it seems you are being blocked by your own doings.
Hopefully you will keep in touch with the devotees and the mission but i agree, it isn’t worth it to make another try at living in one of our āśramas. Continuing to situate yourself where you are at least happy is probably the best thing at this time. I just hope you can stay away from māyā. So be careful and be on your guard against māyā’s approaches. Its a nasty world out there, bābā!