Please Do the Needful (04/04/13)
Why are you acting this way… breaking your neck beads and acting so hysterical?
Take a look at what you are doing. You were creating so many disturbances over the past year and therefore you have been asked to return to the _____ until you can pull yourself together and begin acting like a devotee and stop acting like a half-crazy teenager.
This is not the end of your spiritual life. You need a different situation to heal and to regain your Kṛṣṇa consciousness. There will be plenty of opportunities ahead for you.
I hope this email helps you to see the seriousness of the problems you are causing and to become sober again. When I think of you, I want to remember _______, a strong and determined devotee who has love for her guru and the Vaiṣṇavas. I want to be able to completely forget the way you are acting at present. So please do the needful as I have requested.
With much love and affection,