Three Suggestions (08/25/10)
YES, I have a suggestion.
Plan 1 – You should continue with your plan of returning to Rādhā-Dāmodara Temple and resume your service. That is your greatest desire.
We will arrange with Goswami that you can keep a certain amount of the collection to cover your maintenance (as before). Your international travel will mostly be covered by your fans and supporters outside our mission (those who want to serve Rādhā-Dāmodara and help you in your service. For those persons, myself and our mission are in the background). In that way you basically get to do what you want.
It’s basically the same plan – but you will not be initiating disciples.
You remain in our mission and I give you the independence you require to feel comfortable in your service.
Plan 2- You could return to Vṛndāvana and stay outside Rādhā-Dāmodara Temple and establish your bhajana, your supporters and eventually (possibly) work something out with Goswami that you come everyday and do service as before and see what Kṛṣṇa arranges.
Plan 3 – You stay in Mexico and be a part of this project as originally planned for at least 6 months or 1 year and then decide if you want to return to Vṛndāvana and, if so, in what capacity.
These are my thoughts and I leave it to you to decide what suits you best.