What Am I to Think? (03/08/07)
My Dear R_____ Dāsa,
Yesterday Śrīpāda _____ Mahārāja arrived from India and he gave me an update as per your situation. I was a little surprised, but in hindsight I was expecting something of that type. It appears that your wife has been initiated by Śrīla _____ Mahārāja for quite some time, but for some reason you did not like to inform me of the good news.
____ Mahārāja further informs me that you do not attend anymore our devotee programs in Bangalore but that you attend the devotee programs of _____ Mahārāja’s disciples when the opportunity presents itself.
Also, as per my memory, you did not attend last years Vyāsa-Pūjā function held at Govindajī Gardens. But unless the information that _____ Mahārāja bears to me is incorrect, you have at least on one occasion requested re-initiation from Śrīla ____ Mahārāja, but that he has declined your request.
So what am I to think? But before I draw a conclusion on the above matter I think that you at least owe me an honest explanation.
Waiting to hear from you soon.
Swami B.G. Narasiṅgha