They Lack the Qualities of Harmony and Mercy and Kindness (03/29/10)
I don’t want to get into details but suffice to say that Śrīla Śrīdhara Mahārāja NEVER rejected you!
As for _____, well he is his own case and one that many were not so impressed with. Especially when claiming to be the exclusive representative of Śrīla Śrīdhara Mahārāja. What happened to the idea that we loved Śrīla Śrīdhara Mahārāja and he loved us in return out of his being an ocean of mercy???
Unfortunately, _____ was afraid of his own shadow – his shadow being his sketchy/questionable past! And he choose and rejected friends, more in a state of paranoia, rather than allowing himself to be guided by guru and Kṛṣṇa in his heart. His very distasteful dealings with Śrīla Pramoda Purī Mahārāja exemplifies that the most. I truly believe that _____ struggled greatly with the post.
As for the fanatical and hysterical cheerleaders that have surrounded _____ for the past 20 years, now we will see how their cheerleading turns out! I wish them well, but I wouldn’t want to live in their midst! They are not my friends and they are not my enemies!
You have been living in the separation of Śrīla Śrīdhara Mahārāja for many years now. Possibly you could have done better than you have, but we all could have done better. No doubt that _____and some of those that surrounded him were vastly learned, but as far as I have seen they lacked the qualities that I found so charming in Śrīla Śrīdhara Mahārāja, namely harmony, mercy and kindness.
It is painful to even have to remember why things are the way they have turned out. So the less said the better!
All for the good!